2011-10-09 / 7:22 p.m.

Headaches are back in full action again. Found myself on the floor of a public bathroom with girls crowded around me. I get up, making some lame excuse about migraines (the truth) and they look at me with funny eyes, because they think it's my fault, because they think I've been drinking, because they think I've taken something.
Phase two, and I wake up in the cubicle, my face bruised, and I feel so fucking ashamed.
I can't control my own body. I can't keep myself conscious.