It's my Dad's birthday. Seems kind of fitting in a way that a secret I'd forgotten comes back to haunt me. I think I found my sister that nobody else in the world realises that I have, and if it is her, she's got rosy cheeks too and that small little pointy nose and dark eyes, and if not, I'm seeing what I want to see and I need to cop on to myself. I want to know, but I'm too afraid to ask.