2010-09-12 / 8:51 p.m.

I've moved a hundred miles from home to a city that I am more than lost in and into a house with four complete strangers. I smoked five cigarettes on the journey up and my body is not used to that much tobacco. I am sweating and my throat is parched but I am okay.

This does not feel like me. But. But but but. It will.