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2009-09-03 / 6:53 p.m. Time passes and little things change. But little changes. I am sick. I am so very sick. I spent forty-five minutes with my GP yesterday morning. It rained and it rained and it rained and she told me that I'm not really in any sort of physical pain but I am suffering from a lot of mental anguish and that the only rational course of action is to send me to a psychologist. One that can fix me and relieve my 'pain'. Fuck that. Fuck her. She said it's soul destroying to not be able to help me. I can't stop crying. I am not crazy. I am stuck. Nobody believes me. I don't know what to do. It's all wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong. Time's passed and I have changed and things have changed but I'm still stuck fighting a war that I thought I'd won, and I don't feel so in awe of everything anymore. |