2010-07-10 / 4:11 p.m.

I've tried to avoid writing about this for the longest time - over a year - but really, I need to get this off of my chest.

Here is what I am dealing with:

"I love you. I have done for a very long time. I never said that to anyone. Sorry, ive wanted to say that for the longest time."

..."Youre you. You make me happy. Even when you upset me im still devoted to you. Ive never been remotely as sure of anything. I cant explain it. Words dont do it justice."

And so, here I am, alone for the weekend, and things just got all sorts of fucked up.